I spent last tuesday watching fibers on my carpet. The whole time i was watching my carpet i was worrying that i might vomit and the whole time i was thinking i'm a grown man, i should know what goes on in my head. The more i thought about it, the more i realised that i should just blow my brains out and end it all, but then i started worrying about what that was going to do to my god damn carpet.

Roy Waller from the movie Matchstick men by Ridley Scott.